Summary



A Twilight Fan Fiction

Bella is a sex addict with a dark history involving abuse. One day while having coffee she meets Edward and has a one night stand with him. The problem is, when it is over she can't stop thinking and dreaming about him. He is somewhat shy and innocent and she initially sees this as something she can take advantage of. What she doesn't realize however is that he has awoken something within her that she never realized existed. Can Edward show her that love is possible? Will she be open to that love or will she merely run from it? Come join Bella on her path of self-discovery as she finds there is more to life than random sex.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Outtake: I'll Stand By You

"Come on and come to me, now don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through because I have seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you and you don't know what to do.
Nothing you confess could make me love you less."

I'll Stand By You
The Pretenders

Thought I would share some pictures of Carlisle and Esme. Two of my favorite characters.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Chapter 55: Canlis Resturant

You make me feel like a candy apple
All red and horny
You make me feel like I want to be dumb blonde
In a centerfold, the girl next door

Feelin' Love by Paula Cole
Video by Melbie Toast

Originally built as Peter Canlis's home, the Penthouse room has hosted Seattle's stars for over half a century. Praised for its architectural beauty and stunning views, it is a private dining room without equal in the Northwest. Amenities include a grand piano, a sitting lounge, a full bar, floor-to-ceiling windows, and a breathtaking view of Lake Union and the Cascade Mountains.
Another view where you can see part of the piano.
I loved this dress that Kristen was wearing and Rob was just scrumptious as well at the Los Angeles Breaking Dawn premiere. They both just looked stunning!
Okay, I loved this picture because this is how I see my Edward when he looks at Bella.
 
I can see us holding hands, walking on the beach our clothes in the sand
I can see us on a country side, sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You can be my baby, want to make you my lady, girl you amaze me

My Love
Justin Timberlake featuring T.I.
 
The Riya Ring is an Oval Aquamarine and Diamond Three Stone Ring in 14k White Gold with two pear diamonds on each side. Once again, Bella is not flashy but this ring is unique and expresses Edward's love for her without going overboard, which let's face it he is known to do. AND as a perk it matches the pendant and earrings he gave her for her birthday.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Chapter 54: Aho Mateys

Spinach-Artichoke Stuffed Pecan Crusted Chicken Breasts
Stuffed with spinach, artichoke hearts, sun dried tomatoes and a ricotta, mozzarella and asiago cheese blend rolled in a pecan crust. If anyone wants the recipe PM me and I will send it to you.
This is the frame for the bed in the suite but not the right bedding but this was the best picture I could find. Sooooo, Mmmm... yes, I do believe I have a nice visual going on.
 Oh YEAH! this is what Edward is wearing
 Ya know Rob has all of me but Orlando sure was sexy when he took over the Flying Dutchman.
 Now, Bella is definately a sexy vixen and she will get her treasure.
Just what the back of the outfit looks like

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Chapter 53: Bella's Birthday

Here are the earrings and necklace that Edward got her. The necklace is an Oval Aquamarine and Diamond Pendant in 14K White Gold and the earrings are Oval, Round Aquamarine and Diamond Earrings in 14K White Gold. I really like aquamarine and thought Bella doesn't really like jewlery but blue is her favorite color, well at least it's Edward's favorite color on her. So that is what I went with.
This is what they wore to dinner that night. Can I just say for the record that no one and I repeat NO ONE can wear black like Rob wear's black.
Dirty babe, you see these shackels baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that no one makes me feel this way

Sexy Back
Justin Timberlake (featuring Timbaland)
 Now, you all KNOW I have a thing for this suit so when I decided on what I wanted to do for this chapter I knew EXACTLY what he would be wearing.... Bringing Sexy Back INDEED!
Okay, just kill me now *sigh*
 Ohhh Myyy Goddd... that tongue is just too much!

Friday, January 27, 2012

Chapter 50: James & Vicky

I thought that it was time to revist my James. In case you forgot.


I went ahead and used the original Victoria in the Saga, Rachelle LeFevre, as Vicky. 

Friday, January 20, 2012

Chapter 49: The Edgewater, part deux

 The Penthouse Suite features sweeping Puget Sound views, split level, 1,000-square-feet, appointed with a dining room, loft-styled living room, romantic master bedroom with four post King Bed, and wall to wall picture bay windows throughout. A Northwest style river rock wall delineates the dining area.

 This suite has a European Spa Style bathroom with Whirlpool tub, dual sinks and large walk in shower with skylights and view of the iconic red E. But who needs to see the iconic red E when you have a naked E to gaze upon...that's all I would need.

 The suite also features a private outside deck.

Stranded in this spooky town,
Stop-lights are swayin' and the phone lines are down.
The floor is crackling cold,
She took my heart, I think she took my soul.
With the moon I run,
Far from the carnage of the fiery sun.

Driven by the strangle of vein,
Showin' no mercy, I'll do it again.
Open up your eyes,
You keep on crying, baby, I'll bleed you dry.
The skies are blinkin' at me,
I see a storm bubblin' up from the sea.

And it's coming closer.


Thought I would remind you all what Mike looked like. Of course after Edward is done with him he doesn't quite look as good...LOL


Monday, January 16, 2012

Chapter 48: HBG & Heaven Nightclub

Well, I decided on Kevin Durand as Felix thanks to my lovely Beta's Amanda and Christy who suggested he would make a better bodygaurd than Daniel Cudmore.
Oh YEAH!!!! HBG in da house
 
 The loft area of Heaven Night Club. Hmmm, oh yeah, I got a visual going on. Do you???
 The dance floor at Heaven nightclub
 I decided on Kristen's PCA 2011 dress because it definately looks like something you could wear to a club and she looks great in this dress.
 Another pic of Kristen in her Reem Acra Sequin Mini Dress and Jimmy Choo peep toe heels.
 Well, I am all about color coordinating and add to the fact that as much as I love Rob in a suit his casual flair is stunning.
Another pic of that gorgeous face that stops people in their tracks.

Friday, January 6, 2012

Chapter 46: Meeting Jenks

This is my favorite song off of Marcus' album. The chapter playlist shows a live version which I really like but I had wanted to upload this version. Unfortunately YouTube wouldn't allow me to do that. I did this video with pics from BD. Hope you like it.
You my love
Marcus Foster
Nameles Path (2011)
Here is a pic of Pagliacci Pizzeria near UW. Now I am partial to unsual pizzas versus the mainstay out there which is why I picked this particular pizza joint.
The Brooklyn Bridge Pizza (okay well half of this is and the other half is the Pesto Primo)... Pepperoni, sausage, mushrooms, olives, green peppers and onions over mozzarella, and seasoned tomato sauce
The AGOG Primo... Mushrooms, roasted garlic, kalamata olives, goat cheese, fontina, mozzarella and parsley on an olive oil base, finished with tomatoes after bake.

I just adore Steve Buscemi and this is how I pictured Jenks. So image his facial expressions and unusual speech pattern. He's so creepy cool!

Yes, Jenks could weave in and out of various environments, people wouldn't really notice him and if they did they wouldn't pay him any attention.