Summary



A Twilight Fan Fiction

Bella is a sex addict with a dark history involving abuse. One day while having coffee she meets Edward and has a one night stand with him. The problem is, when it is over she can't stop thinking and dreaming about him. He is somewhat shy and innocent and she initially sees this as something she can take advantage of. What she doesn't realize however is that he has awoken something within her that she never realized existed. Can Edward show her that love is possible? Will she be open to that love or will she merely run from it? Come join Bella on her path of self-discovery as she finds there is more to life than random sex.

Friday, December 30, 2011

Chapter 45: Fourth of July

Thai Tom is near the university and is supposed to have the best Thai food in Seattle. Now all the reviews say that the food is great but the service isn't always good. So I suppose if you are in the Seattle area check it out and let me know what ya think.

They cook it right there in front of you. Now that's a fire!

I had to use this outfit. It is really sexy and looks casual enough to be worn at a BBQ. Of course I have her hair in a tight pony tail so Edward can play with it *wink, wink*
You know I like this pic cause she exudes the confidence my Bella has in herself.
Well, I have a soft spot for Cannes Rob so I had to use. He is scrumptious is he not?

One more of Cannes Rob because well, look at that smirk. Need I say more?

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Outtake: Bella's Guide

"Ladies it ain't easy being independent..... depend on no one else to give you what you want"

Independent Women, Part 1
Destiny's Child
2000


I went with some Adventureland pics for college Bella cause they sort of fit the style I was looking for.

All attitude in this pic. "yes or no"

Confident, taking care of business.


Bella Swan's Guide for Single Girls Seeking Sexual Gratification
1. Wear clothes you can get on and off quickly
2. Always carry condoms
3. No walk of shame
4. Never take a man to your place
5. Always know your way home
6. Always have a backup plan
7. Don't expect a man to get you off
8. No second chances
9. Make sure phone is charged & you have cash on hand
10. NEVER give them your last name

Friday, December 23, 2011

Chapter 44: Edward's Birthday

Okay, I am generally partial to Rob's version but they are at a Marcus Foster concert so I thought it appropriate to use Marcus' version, especially since he wrote it...LOL... plus, Kristen does make a cameo in the video.
Berlin Rob was *sigh* so had to use this suit for his B-Day.
This is from her Glamour UK photoshoot. I like this dress because it is dressy enough to go out in but still sexy which is a must for my Bella.
Here is an outside pic of the Triple Door. This is a smaller venue for up and coming artists and local talent. It would be the type of venue that Marcus would play at, well IMHO that is.

Here is a picture of the main stage at the Triple Door.

This is where our peeps were sitting, cause the boys really hooked him up. Talk about front and center!
Here is the bracelet Bella got him, front is engraved with Isabella and the back says "I belong to you, Always"

Friday, December 16, 2011

Chapter 43: Graduation

Okay, not sure what grandpa didn't like about this outfit because he looks completely edible to me.

Ah, I love this dress. It is sophisticated but yet very sexy.

First Edition Copy of Ernest Hemingway's classic novel that follows the story of Robert Jordan, a young American in the International Brigades attached to an anti fascist guerilla unit in the mountains of Spain, it tells of loyalty and courage, love and defeat, and the tragic death of an ideal. If you haven't read this it is a must, IMHO it is Hemingway's greatest novel.

In case you are curious how to tell a first edition it should have the publisher's seal on the copyright page and an A underneath the copyright jargon.

Okay, here is the video from when Rob was on Jimmy Kimmel, 11/9/11...
"I am a butt double for a lot of different actors"
"I want there to be mayhem!"
"Just the tip!"
"A cancerous owl"

Friday, December 2, 2011

Chapter 41: Dinner with Friends

I have seen Boney James perform and he is phenomenal. One thing I miss about Cali is being able to see live Jazz performances. Small sacrifice for clean air, open spaces, and NO traffic :-)

 So Beautiful
Ride
Boney James (2001)

Thought I would give you some pics of Emmett & Rosalie and Jasper & Alice. I know you already know what they look like but I really liked these pics.
Okay, I know this is Nikki versus Rosalie but use you're imagination and picture her with blond hair. Cause these pics of Nikki seriously capture my Rosalie's attitude :-)

Ahhhh, Kellan is Nom, Nom, Nom!

One more of Kellan & Nikki *sigh*

Jackson & Ashley as Jasper & Alice... They are just too cute!

Ahhh, love me some Jackson!

Hmmm... lovey dovey :-)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Chapter 39: The Edgewater Hotel

The Edgewater Hotel on Pier 67

Another exterior shot of the Hotel


The front of the hotel. Yes, that is a real fireplace on the outside of the hotel


A standard room at the the Edgewater. Yes, Bella would not have checked into a suite. She is a little more practical than that :-)


Even the standard rooms have fireplaces though.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Outtake: To Paris with Love

Outside picture of the Plaza Athenee Hotel

Living Room of the Royale Suite

Sitting Room of the Royale Suite

Dining Room of the Royale Suite

Umm... yeah, the bathroom, hehehehe

View from the balcony. I can see why Edward would love to come out here and read.

And last but not least, my sweet and loveable Art.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Chapter 37: Edward's Playlist - For Bella

Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

It will Rain by Bruno Mars
Tonight I Wanna Cry by Keith Urban

Here Without You by 3 Doors Down
My Immortal by Evanescence
Bring It Back by Kris Allen
Don’t Leave Me by Blackstreet
How do I Live by Trisha Yearwood
If You’re Gone by Matchbox 20
Nobody Knows by the Tony Rich Project
The Man Who Can’t Be Moved by the Script
Holdin’ On by Rascal Flatts
Un-break My Heart by Toni Braxton
Memory of Your Arms by Marcus Foster
Broken by Lifehouse
The Loneliness by Babyface
When I Close My Eyes by Kenny Chesney
Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne
The Scientist by Coldplay
Still Holding Out For You by SheDaisey
Let Her Cry by Hootie and the Blowfish

Friday, October 7, 2011

Chapter 30: Restaurant and James

Here is an outside pic of the resturant Edward took Bella to.


Nice pic of the view at night. You know I like them night shots.


The Filet Mignon and Lobster Tail... Ummmm, YUM!!!


This isn't the exact one served at Daniels Broiler but it is a "Molten Volcano" cake with vanilla ice cream. So now all we need is Edward to feed it to us :-)


Here is James. I selected Julian McMahan because a) he fits the age range, b) he is handsome and c) he can play crazy damn good!


As I said, he can play fierce when he wants to. I just thought it was time you all had a visual of James since he seems to keep popping up.



Friday, September 30, 2011

Chapter 29: Pike's Place

Well, I decided to honor all my Aussie friends by using AustralianRob. You heard of the expression, a tall drink of water, hmmmmm.

This was my first attempt at using Polyvore but I really liked this ensemble. It's not necessarily sexy but ya know, sometimes not sexy really IS sexy.

Here is a view of the Lisa Harris Gallery which really exists and the Thomas Wood exhibit was actually on display during November of 2010.

Sailboat-Heavy Clouds, oil, 18x24, $3500
Yes, that is what it cost. When I was looking at all the pictures from the exhibit, which are fantastic by the way, this one really stuck out for me. What do you see when you look at this painting?


Ahhh, Anyone in the mood for French food?????If I add a French speaking Edward would you be game?????

This is the table they ate at. Sunset over the Bay is always beautiful don't you think?


Here is another view of the Bay from the resturant.